“I Started Dying A Slow Painful Death Inside Me”- Khanyi Mbau’s Ex On Their Breakup

Khanyi Mbau’s ex-boyfriend Kudzai Mushonga, poured his heart out about his breakup with the TV star.

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Khanyi and Kudzai, were once one of Mzansi’s most cherished couples in ZAlebville. The two would travel the world together and serve power couple goals. However, lately, they have not spent time together and Khanyi has even deleted pictures of them together.

The couple had a fair share of controversy in their relationship. Suddenly, Khanyi left Dubai and returned to SA without telling Kudzai. The businessman vented his frustration but rekindled their romance.

Kudzai has opened up about the painful breakup. The Zimbabwean businessman said he was depressed and battling suicidal thoughts during his relationship with the Young Famous and African star.

Taking to Instagram, gossip account Maphephandaba shared a lengthy letter from the 30-year-old millionaire in which he discussed being in a relationship with a controlling

Despite Kudzai not mentioning the “controlling partner,” he gave social media users a hint that it might be Khanyi Mbau.

“For 1.7 years I had a fixed daily routine. Work 18 hours a day, sleep and repeat, and maybe go to the barber. I had very minimal contact and communication with the outside world and my mental health started falling apart,” Kudzai shared.

The globetrotter claims their relationship drove him into depression, to the point where he wanted to commit suicide and leave his wealth to his family and girlfriend.

“Each time I tried to step out, it disrupted peace In my relationship, so I chose to stay home, only went out when she was home with me and that was maybe after 4 months for a few weeks. I started loosing my ability to communicate well with others socially.

“I started dying a slow painful death inside me and each time I shared how I felt, the response was always ‘your feelings are valid’ and dismissed.

Kudzai said that he was so depressed that living was no longer worth it and he gave his partner all he had, but it wasn’t enough.

“I started feeling unloved, unworthy, and not cared for a very long time. The only thing I had was Dubai views. I was very depressed. I was dying inside, it was a slow painful death, and I wanted it to end faster.

“I was falling apart. I was isolated from everyone. I gave up everyone including my close friends and family all for love. I gave it my all but I was sinking in depression,” he wrote.

Khanyi Mbau ‘s ex boyfriend Kudzai Terrence says he wanted to die and leave all his money with his family and Khanyi Mbau. The Zimbabwean born socialite says he was depressed to the point where being alive was not worth it anymore. #MDNnews pic.twitter.com/wWIFFIIjWB

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