Lady Du today took to her Instagram to open up about being depressed and suicidal.
The vocalist said she feels numb and weak. She wrote: "I’ve been through soooo much in my life, I’ve been depressed, suicidal, I survived all that, today as I lie in my bed crying I feel a pain that takes me to a dark place. I feel numb, weak, the toxic environment I’m entering is not good for my heart. I’m crying for my friends, I have to deal with toxic people, still have to smile and act brave. People telling me to ignore everything, how??
"All I know is writing songs and championing God, I pray a lot, I fast, I meditate but I haven’t even done it. Because telling people to pray now has become something else. I will be honest, I am broken, I am in pieces, If this is the price we pay to be In show biz, y’all can close my curtains. God knows my heart. I love hard, I ask all my friends to pray all the time. Today I ask God to clean our hearts."
Taking to Instagram to pen a heartwarming message to her husband to be, Lady Du wrote: "I am crying last year April I decided to date someone I’ve known forever, 4 months later on this day the 4th of august he proposed. As broken as I was scared not knowing how a man could make a decision to marry someone in 4 months. I agreed, man that was the best decision I’ve ever made. I chose love, I chose protection, I chose honesty, I chose respect, I chose a best friend, I chose a man that treats me like the only woman in the world, I’d watch his character on Isibaya and think it was all an act but no, he played himself!!! I thank God and my grandmother In heaven.
"Today also happens to be the day my grandmother died. She left with a piece of my Soul, from the day she died I was never the same. When Andile asked for my hand on this day I knew she had something to do with it. Thank you hubby for your love and respect. @andilemx happy 1 year engagement anniversary."
